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*Im BACKkkk* [09 May 2006|11:06pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Eminem-Till I collapse ] Yeah Homiess im back yeah Myspace is chill not def not as cool as livejournal...Derrr..... Well Junior year is coming to an end and I would have to say it was very FUN :) The old LiLi came back and I know many people were glad that happened...I geus when there are no strings attached to you, you tend to find who you truely are ... Prom is this weekend...Im bringin Nick (just as friends) Yeah we are done by the way but we are good friends and its sooo much better..<3 Im glad ------------------------------------------------------ I heard from C-Money..Shes doing "good" haha i dont think so but its been 2 years now and i geus i cant help her anylonger...Ill let go eventually... ------------------------------------------------------- Kalie moved back tonight and its crazy...lol at least i can use her car sometimes untill i get mine...I honestly want to get a bigger room but its cool to have the big sis back in town... ---------------------------------------------- "We aint gotta tell them everything But tell them its not the same" .... "Till the day that I drop-You'll never say that Im not killen them" Its so Sublime.

*ima show you how to get your shine on* [22 Nov 2005|07:52pm] [ mood | cynical ] Yupp well SCHOOLS OUT! well for a couple days but those are always needeed...:) Gonna have some fun this week hopefully... Tonight i think im going to see the 50 cent movie...hope its good... Well nothing is neww... **Honestly-->IMY more than you know...but i cant let it show...Soooo ill stop this nonsense hehehe Its so Sublime.

*Try your best, try everything you can* [16 Nov 2005|05:53pm] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | Red Light special ] Yeah so I worked all day yesterday and got sick for some reason so I didnt go to school today but I am feeling a little better now... I read my whole book today and I cryed bcuz it was soo good and sad:) ....I geus Now we'll never never never ever know.... and yes...SHIt is still all fucked up :) and i dont think its going to change any time soon Its so Sublime.

*Its waayyy to late for redemption* [12 Nov 2005|10:30am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | Garden grove-SUBLIMEEE NIGGAA ] Well last night sucked Came home from chillen with nate and nick and slept for like 4 hours and then got up to go to the football game wich was sooo cold and we were loosing by a lot so me and Karyn n Steph left and went to Friendlys and got some bangin ice cream sundeas!! thenn came home n no one called me until i was gonna go to sleep so i figured i would just sleep bcuz i work from 12-10 tonight...But im gonna make mad money... Tonight....Sushi and a Movie?<3 :)I hope so... well i duno but shits still fucked up and it just keeps getting further and further away outa my reach so im gonna let it fly....its the only thing i can do...ugggggg Just let the lovin' take ahold...:) Its so Sublime.

*Honestly Tell me that its overr* [11 Nov 2005|07:16pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Disney Musiccc ] OKay well on the real I get soooo mad over nothing...or is it nothing? Well last night I slet at Kimmies it was pritty fun... It was Me, Meliisa, Kim, Jess, LAuren, Nate, Chris, Eric, Kenny, Dan, Jon, Jamie, Matt and more I think... Went to Cozy's in the Morning with Nate and Ryn Ryns is picking me up and we r goin to the football game and I think after i Might be going to nicks if he doesnt chill with his girlfriends... dang welll i geus ill ttyl bybye "Honestly-->This shits all fucked up 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*My tears are turning into time ive wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye* [09 Nov 2005|03:47pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Express yourself-madonna ] Well Yesterday I went to Jess's after school and we chilled... I was car sick though hahah right brandee? I read something today n i got totally pissed n I have no right to get mad yet i did...w/e after a nap i was fine :) CMONEY-Good luck...Damn... "I remember the days when we were on top of the world and nothing could stop us..."<3 ....Gotta SHAKKKE it offffff.......dang "Dont forget about US" Well man tomorrows the last day of school and This weekend should be fun :) -------------------------------------------------- MADONNA IS MY HERO!! 3 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*No one else is there* [05 Nov 2005|04:55pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Over-Lindsey Lohan ] I figured that since I cant talk to anyone about whats going on in my life i'de write it in here again... Well Shits all Fucked up... Nothings the same as it used to be but it never truely is now is it? Im honestly not sure about anything anymore...But oh well...SHIt happens lol.. Feeling like you have to set yourself appart from everyone bcuz u dont wanna stay attached sucks...  I dunoe man.. LAst night I went shopping with Jess and Melissa and then to Sterling n home.....Low key night...I worked a couple hours today dunoe what im doing tonight.. Just wanna shout out to my boy JON happy BDAY (tomorrow) the big 1-8!!! OH yeah and to whoever played that fuckin sick joke on me is really fucked up and that was totally not cool......But thanks alot.... 3 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*........... [26 Oct 2005|10:07am] Yupp so basically I havent worte in here in about a month but w/e... Um shits gay... I <3 Jess Dean...hahah or should I say Jimmy Dean... Where the hell is MEgan TARR!? And Sams a crazy ass girl... Anna fell over a chair hahahahaha stacy knows whats good with that... .... 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

[28 Sep 2005|06:46am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Get your freak oN! ] Honestly I have not wirtin in here in forever lol ive been soo busy but yeah Basically *school *fieldhockey *Homework *my baby<3 *friends is my life and hey im nto complaining....but yeahh sooo today i have a game and tomorrow nicks comen over and friday i have a game and then saterday goin to WSC with Sam and anna to see the game then to chill with my sister all night up at college...should be fun I miss sam so much but shes busy also...grr welll i have nothing realli to say MWAH I LOVE PLAYING FOOTBALL! hahahaha 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*Im A mess like My Room* [11 Sep 2005|07:55pm] [ mood | bored ] Ya man well this isnt the way i would like to feel right now I feel like since school has started im last on peoples minds Like no one cares But i dont care about that bcuz i have a job to do this year... No Messin around I never really cared before but now i have a reason to care.... I Miss nick....Football and Field Hockey season stinks...We cant see eachother too much...I bet if we tried we could more but oh well,,,, lalala 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

Uh ohhh [04 Sep 2005|12:07pm] hey everyone MORGANS BDAY IS TUESDAY! SO DONT FORGET!!! ((LETS GO PARTY!)) 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*Oh wat a night* [31 Aug 2005|08:24pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | total eclipse of the heart<3 ] Well the last night of summer was CRAZY! Me Melissa Amy Malrou MegW Anna Steph and Emi went to Mrous adn talked alll night but no shit talking and went streaking, skinny dipping, walking to cumbys, walking in the cementary, playen never ever ever, and being stepped on my steph! lol i love them girls then school today was crazy I have some good peple in some of my classes but in others i have like none... I like the class I have with my b/f<3 But oh well uumm tomorrows My bday!! im so excited! get me something good hehehe wellll tomrrow afta school im goin home..i might go out to eat but i dont know then i ahve two games at the jamboreeeeee mannnn!! yes I love FH! hahaha 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*Like YOU* [20 Aug 2005|05:55pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Cater to you-Destinys Child ] And everytime I think about you I smile When you ride, when you call, when you come around Your love is amazing to me I can't wait till I see you (I wanna be with you again) And everytime your out on the road (I'll make a trip) And whenever I'm doing a show (Don't you forget) That I'm your main chick Who got that game chick One in the same chick The one you can hang with .....--->good song man Well there are a couple partys goin on tonight....I dunoe what Im gonna do Im not feeling too good...Havent been able to  eat anything today I feel sooo sick...I hope its not my stomach diseas shit coming back bcuz i hate that.... I should be getting ready but I dont think Im gonna try to look cute its def a sweatpants and tanktop night...Im not gonna see My boyfriend tonight so no need to look cute hehe Its so Sublime.

*Delicious* [19 Aug 2005|11:59pm] [ mood | giggly ] Well yeah man today was fun Chilled with Alex all day we went to the movies with my baby n stuff...Taco bell and saw zak there...lol kinda random... Well im bored now Tomorrow IM goin to Alex's house hopefully but my dad wants me to go to his football game in clinton but who knows... IM hungry havent eaten much today so its grub time :) Its so Sublime.

*Gr [19 Aug 2005|12:12am] [ mood | drained ] Well today was fun... The hubby came over and we chilled untill my game and then we went to his lil bros game...they won...then to another baseball game who i didnt know who was playing.... Then we were supposed to go to the movies but we didnt sooo i dunoe.. Then i got mad but oh well... Well tomrrow i do not know what im doing.... Its so Sublime.

* 10 months** [17 Aug 2005|09:16pm] [ mood | content ] Well today was interesting... Cleaned for a while then I was supposed to go to the movies with nick but it was his lil bro's bday so he couldn't... I went to Groton with Dan JOn Dans lil bro Jt and Bryan to the rope swings it was fun even tho i was too short... Tomorrow I get to see nick...Its our anniversary<3 MWAH Its so Sublime.

[17 Aug 2005|03:27pm] [ mood | bored ] ( This is Crazy! ) 7 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

*Urg* [16 Aug 2005|10:14am] [ mood | frustrated ] Well last night was good and bad... Me sam ANd Anna went to the Solomond pond Mall and went shopping wich was fun then we came home went to sams and did our makeup n shit then we stopped by cordios house to see my boyfriend but we couldnt stay long... Then we went to wendys had some car trouble some random kid tryed to help us haha then Dan Jon and Derek showed up but they didnt help much bcuz they all have no common sence wat-so-ever...lol then we said our goodbyes and left.. Then i got a phone call that made me mad...I dont understand sometimes why people always distort stories it gets me maad...(I <3 You) --_--_-- I think i have a cold.. I worry wayyy to much... I deleted Myspace today..... 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

[15 Aug 2005|11:02am] List 20 people you know in no particular order: 1. SammyF 2. Nick 3. Jon 4. Kenny 5. Anna 6. Melissa 7. Steph 8. MeganT 9. Dan 10. Bill 11. Derek 12. MikeC 13. Shanna 14. Jess 15. Lori 16. Kaliegh 17. Shane 18. Karyn 19. Amy 20. Brandee How did you meet 13? Through her sister Sam... What would you do if you never met 5? What would anybody do if they never met anna?haha What do you honestly think of 10? Bill is awsome he is so much fun to be around and hes a party animal Would or did 19 and 8 go out? No amy and Meg arent lesbo's Have you ever liked 3? Yes...But now i hate jon! jk hes a cool kid.. If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? OMg that shes the best eprson in the fuckin world and Im incomplete without my other half and omg every single shot will be for her forever...<3 Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? Absolutly not..1st off my b/f isnt gay haha Who is 6 going out with? ??? Single mannn...:) Describe 7 in 3 words: 1. Loud 2. Beautiful 3. Caring Do you think 12 is hot? Mikes a cutie but not a hottie Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple? hahahaha SAM AND SHANE! oh lord I do not think so.... What do you think when you see 8? One of my best friends..even if shes a slacker..i think of her warming my toes Tell me something humiliating about 11. derek? hhmm when dan nocked his tooth out with a remote haha What's 20's favorite color? Amy? hhmm no ideaa On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? Def a 9...jess is hot What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you? AWW kennny!! I would smile but then have to let him down gently What language does 19 speak? ENLGISH! Who is 8 going out with? RUSSLE... Is 9 a boy or a girl? Questionable but im pritty sure its a boy Would 18 and 4 make a good couple? haha Karyn and Kenny? thats interesting What grade is 17 in? Shans a senior When was the last time you talked to 12? Couple days ago maybe? What is 6's favorite band? HHMm i do not know..but we both like kelly clarckson! Does 1 have any siblings? nope... Would you ever date 2? HES MY BOYRFRIEND!! :) Would you ever date 7? HELL YES once you go black you never go back :) hehee Is 15 single? Homegirl Shanna yes. 2 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

[13 Aug 2005|08:39pm] Wow thats all I have to say right now...... Its fuckin pathetic that I cant even right shit down right now bcuz im scared of people finding out how I feel right now... Fuck it 1 Found Paradise...! Its so Sublime.

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