Turn Your lights down low...

Im BACKkkk

Wed, 10 May 2006 03:12:14 GMT

Yeah Homiess im back yeah Myspace is chill not def not as cool as livejournal...Derrr.....

Well Junior year is coming to an end and I would have to say it was very FUN :)
The old LiLi came back and I know many people were glad that happened...I geus when there are no strings attached to you, you tend to find who you truely are ...

Prom is this weekend...Im bringin Nick (just as friends) Yeah we are done by the way but we are good friends and its sooo much better..<3 Im glad

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I heard from C-Money..Shes doing "good" haha i dont think so but its been 2 years now and i geus i cant help her anylonger...Ill let go eventually...

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Kalie moved back tonight and its crazy...lol at least i can use her car sometimes untill i get mine...I honestly want to get a bigger room but its cool to have the big sis back in town...

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"We aint gotta tell them everything But tell them its not the same"

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"Till the day that I drop-You'll never say that Im not killen them"

ima show you how to get your shine on

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:55:35 GMT

Yupp well SCHOOLS OUT! well for a couple days but those are always needeed...:)

Gonna have some fun this week hopefully...

Tonight i think im going to see the 50 cent movie...hope its good...

Well nothing is neww...

**Honestly-->IMY more than you know...but i cant let it show...Soooo ill stop this nonsense hehehe

Try your best, try everything you can

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 23:03:45 GMT

Yeah so I worked all day yesterday and got sick for some reason so I didnt go to school today but I am feeling a little better now...

I read my whole book today and I cryed bcuz it was soo good and sad:)

....I geus Now we'll never never never ever know....

and yes...SHIt is still all fucked up :) and i dont think its going to change any time soon

Its waayyy to late for redemption

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 15:44:31 GMT

Well last night sucked

Came home from chillen with nate and nick and slept for like 4 hours and then got up to go to the football game wich was sooo cold and we were loosing by a lot so me and Karyn n Steph left and went to Friendlys and got some bangin ice cream sundeas!! thenn came home n no one called me until i was gonna go to sleep so i figured i would just sleep bcuz i work from 12-10 tonight...But im gonna make mad money...

Tonight....Sushi and a Movie?<3 :)I hope so...

well i duno but shits still fucked up and it just keeps getting further and further away outa my reach so im gonna let it fly....its the only thing i can do...ugggggg

Just let the lovin' take ahold...:)

Honestly Tell me that its overr

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 00:22:32 GMT

OKay well on the real I get soooo mad over nothing...or is it nothing?

Well last night I slet at Kimmies it was pritty fun...
It was Me, Meliisa, Kim, Jess, LAuren, Nate, Chris, Eric, Kenny, Dan, Jon, Jamie, Matt and more I think...

Went to Cozy's in the Morning with Nate and Ryn

Ryns is picking me up and we r goin to the football game and I think after i Might be going to nicks if he doesnt chill with his girlfriends...

dang welll i geus ill ttyl bybye

"Honestly-->This shits all fucked up

My tears are turning into time ive wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 20:54:12 GMT

Well Yesterday I went to Jess's after school and we chilled...
I was car sick though hahah right brandee?

I read something today n i got totally pissed n I have no right to get mad yet i did...w/e after a nap i was fine :)

CMONEY-Good luck...Damn...

"I remember the days when we were on top of the world and nothing could stop us..."<3

....Gotta SHAKKKE it offffff.......dang

"Dont forget about US"

Well man tomorrows the last day of school and This weekend should be fun :)

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MADONNA IS MY HERO!!

No one else is there

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 22:00:04 GMT

I figured that since I cant talk to anyone about whats going on in my life i'de write it in here again...

Well Shits all Fucked up...

Nothings the same as it used to be but it never truely is now is it?

Im honestly not sure about anything anymore...But oh well...SHIt happens lol..

Feeling like you have to set yourself appart from everyone bcuz u dont wanna stay attached sucks...

I dunoe man..

LAst night I went shopping with Jess and Melissa and then to Sterling n home.....Low key night...I worked a couple hours today dunoe what im doing tonight..

Just wanna shout out to my boy JON happy BDAY (tomorrow) the big 1-8!!!

OH yeah and to whoever played that fuckin sick joke on me is really fucked up and that was totally not cool......But thanks alot....

*...........

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 17:08:40 GMT

Yupp so basically I havent worte in here in about a month but w/e...

Um shits gay...

I <3 Jess Dean...hahah or should I say Jimmy Dean...

Where the hell is MEgan TARR!?

And Sams a crazy ass girl...

Anna fell over a chair hahahahaha stacy knows whats good with that...

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Wed, 28 Sep 2005 10:49:17 GMT

Honestly I have not wirtin in here in forever lol ive been soo busy but yeah

Basically *school *fieldhockey *Homework *my baby<3 *friends is my life and hey im nto complaining....but yeahh

sooo today i have a game and tomorrow nicks comen over and friday i have a game and then saterday goin to WSC with Sam and anna to see the game then to chill with my sister all night up at college...should be fun

I miss sam so much but shes busy also...grr

welll i have nothing realli to say MWAH

I LOVE PLAYING FOOTBALL! hahahaha

Im A mess like My Room

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 00:07:11 GMT

Ya man well this isnt the way i would like to feel right now

I feel like since school has started im last on peoples minds

Like no one cares

But i dont care about that bcuz i have a job to do this year...
No Messin around

I never really cared before but now i have a reason to care....

I Miss nick....Football and Field Hockey season stinks...We cant see eachother too much...I bet if we tried we could more but oh well,,,,

lalala

Uh ohhh

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 16:08:26 GMT

hey everyone MORGANS BDAY IS TUESDAY! SO DONT FORGET!!!

((LETS GO PARTY!))

Oh wat a night

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 00:30:41 GMT

Well the last night of summer was CRAZY!

Me Melissa Amy Malrou MegW Anna Steph and Emi went to Mrous adn talked alll night but no shit talking and went streaking, skinny dipping, walking to cumbys, walking in the cementary, playen never ever ever, and being stepped on my steph! lol i love them girls

then school today was crazy

I have some good peple in some of my classes but in others i have like none...

I like the class I have with my b/f<3

But oh well uumm tomorrows My bday!! im so excited! get me something good hehehe

wellll tomrrow afta school im goin home..i might go out to eat but i dont know then i ahve two games at the jamboreeeeee mannnn!! yes I love FH! hahaha

Like YOU

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 22:02:20 GMT

And everytime I think about you I smile
When you ride, when you call, when you come around
Your love is amazing to me
I can't wait till I see you (I wanna be with you again)
And everytime your out on the road (I'll make a trip)
And whenever I'm doing a show (Don't you forget)
That I'm your main chick
Who got that game chick
One in the same chick
The one you can hang with .....--->good song man

Well there are a couple partys goin on tonight....I dunoe what Im gonna do Im not feeling too good...Havent been able to eat anything today I feel sooo sick...I hope its not my stomach diseas shit coming back bcuz i hate that....

I should be getting ready but I dont think Im gonna try to look cute its def a sweatpants and tanktop night...Im not gonna see My boyfriend tonight so no need to look cute hehe

Delicious

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 04:01:29 GMT

Well yeah man today was fun

Chilled with Alex all day we went to the movies with my baby n stuff...Taco bell and saw zak there...lol kinda random...

Well im bored now

Tomorrow IM goin to Alex's house hopefully but my dad wants me to go to his football game in clinton but who knows...

IM hungry havent eaten much today so its grub time :)

*Gr

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 04:15:12 GMT

Well today was fun...

The hubby came over and we chilled untill my game and then we went to his lil bros game...they won...then to another baseball game who i didnt know who was playing....

Then we were supposed to go to the movies but we didnt sooo i dunoe..

Then i got mad but oh well...

Well tomrrow i do not know what im doing....

* 10 months**

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 01:18:50 GMT

Well today was interesting...

Cleaned for a while then I was supposed to go to the movies with nick but it was his lil bro's bday so he couldn't...

I went to Groton with Dan JOn Dans lil bro Jt and Bryan to the rope swings it was fun even tho i was too short...

Tomorrow I get to see nick...Its our anniversary<3

MWAH

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 19:46:35 GMT

+ Known as: Alicia
+ Lives in: Fitchburg
+ Birthday: September 1,1989
+ School: Fitchburg High School
+ Religion: Catholic
+ Shoe size: 5 1/2-6ish
+ Hair color: dark brown as of now...
+ Eye color: BLUE :)
+ Style: Im LiLI!

* section 2 - have you ever... *

+ Cheated on someone?: Yes :(
+ Been Cheated on?: Uh Kinda
+ Fallen off the bed?: haha fallen outa Karyns bed lol
+ Broken someone’s heart?: Yes...</3
+ Had your heart broken?: YES a couple times
+ Had a dream come true?: Kinda
+ Done something you regret?: ONCE
+ Cheated on a test?: All the time hehe

* section 3 - currently *

+ Wearing?: A pink shirt and some jeans
+ Listening to?: The red sox game
+ Located?: My living room
+ Chatting with?: No one...
+ Watching?: The red sox game...
+ Should REALLY be doing? Finding something to do...

* section 4 - do you... *

+ Brush your teeth?: Yes ALOT!
+ Have any piercings?: Yes just 3 in my ears though
+ Drive?: Not yet
+ Drink?: once in a great while...
+ Smoke?: Ew no
+ Got a cell?: no but i need one

* section 5 - the last person you... *

+ Hugged?: Sam lol
+ Kissed?: Nickk<3
+ IMed?: Shanna probly
+ Talked on the phone: Anna...
+ Yelled at?: Nick lol

* section 6 - personal *

+ What do you want to be when you finish college?: Im still in High school I dont Friggen know...
+ What has been the best day of your life?: Cant SAY :)
+ What comes first in your life?: Having fun
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: I have a wonderful boyfriend named Nick
+ What are you most scared of?: Loosing people close to me
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: Damn today was____
+ Did you lose someone you really loved?: Once... but i got rid of him...
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: ugg 2....
+ Love your family?: Of course
+ Love your friends?: YEs very much
+ Are you a virgin?: no...

* section 7 - favorite *

+ Movie: Cruel Intentions
+ Song: Too many...
+ Band: Bunched
+ Store: Forever 21
+ Relative: My cuzin Ashley
+ Sport: Field Hockey and Softball
+ Ice Cream Flavor: Black Rasberyy soft serve
+ Fruit: Cantalope and Starfruit
+ Candy: butterfinger
+ Day of the Week: Friday nights
+ Time: 7pm
+ Color: Pink and White
+ Name for a Girl: Vanessa and Anastasia
+ Name for a Boy: Kevin and Trevor

* section 8 - do you *

+ Like to give hugs?: Yupp
+ Like to give kisses?: Yess
+ Like to walk in the rain?: THATS MY FAV!!
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: Black
+ Like to travel?: VEry much
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back?: stomach
+ Have a goldfish?: i used to :(
+ Ever have the falling dream?: Nope
+ Have stuffed animals?: YEss

* section 9 - what do you think about... *

+ Abortion: Personally I wouldnt unless I had to....
+ Suicide: Its selfish and cowardly...
+ Smoking: EEWW
+ Eating disorders: It happenes...Beleive me I know...But w/e
+ Summer: Best time of the year!
+ Tattoos: They scare me
+ Piercings: I like them just not to mnay of them

* section 10 - this or that *

+ Pierced nose or tongue?: neither
+ Single or taken?: Taken
+ MTV or BET?: MTV
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: DAWSON! der
+ Sugar or salt?: SUGAR
+ Silver or gold?: silver
+ Chocolate or flowers?: flowers
+ Color or Black-and-white photos?: color
+ M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
+ Stay up late or sleep in?: stay up llate
+ Hot or cold?: hote
+ Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
+ Spring or Fall?: spring
+ Happy or sad?: happy
+ Wonder or amazement?: amazement
+ Mexican or Italian: Italian
+ Candy or Soda?: Candy
+ Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi...

Urg

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 14:20:36 GMT

Well last night was good and bad... Me sam ANd Anna went to the Solomond pond Mall and went shopping wich was fun then we came home went to sams and did our makeup n shit then we stopped by cordios house to see my boyfriend but we couldnt stay long...

Then we went to wendys had some car trouble some random kid tryed to help us haha then Dan Jon and Derek showed up but they didnt help much bcuz they all have no common sence wat-so-ever...lol then we said our goodbyes and left..

Then i got a phone call that made me mad...I dont understand sometimes why people always distort stories it gets me maad...(I <3 You)

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I think i have a cold..

I worry wayyy to much...

I deleted Myspace today.....

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 15:26:01 GMT

List 20 people you know in no particular order:

1. SammyF
2. Nick
3. Jon
4. Kenny
5. Anna
6. Melissa
7. Steph
8. MeganT
9. Dan
10. Bill
11. Derek
12. MikeC
13. Shanna
14. Jess
15. Lori
16. Kaliegh
17. Shane
18. Karyn
19. Amy
20. Brandee

How did you meet 13?
Through her sister Sam...

What would you do if you never met 5?
What would anybody do if they never met anna?haha

What do you honestly think of 10?
Bill is awsome he is so much fun to be around and hes a party animal

Would or did 19 and 8 go out?
No amy and Meg arent lesbo's

Have you ever liked 3?
Yes...But now i hate jon! jk hes a cool kid..

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know?
OMg that shes the best eprson in the fuckin world and Im incomplete without my other half and omg every single shot will be for her forever...<3

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
Absolutly not..1st off my b/f isnt gay haha

Who is 6 going out with? ???
Single mannn...:)

Describe 7 in 3 words:
1. Loud
2. Beautiful
3. Caring

Do you think 12 is hot?
Mikes a cutie but not a hottie

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
hahahaha SAM AND SHANE! oh lord I do not think so....

What do you think when you see 8?
One of my best friends..even if shes a slacker..i think of her warming my toes

Tell me something humiliating about 11.
derek? hhmm when dan nocked his tooth out with a remote haha

What's 20's favorite color?
Amy? hhmm no ideaa

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
Def a 9...jess is hot

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
AWW kennny!! I would smile but then have to let him down gently

What language does 19 speak?
ENLGISH!

Who is 8 going out with?
RUSSLE...

Is 9 a boy or a girl?
Questionable but im pritty sure its a boy

Would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
haha Karyn and Kenny? thats interesting

What grade is 17 in?
Shans a senior

When was the last time you talked to 12?
Couple days ago maybe?

What is 6's favorite band?
HHMm i do not know..but we both like kelly clarckson!

Does 1 have any siblings?
nope...

Would you ever date 2?
HES MY BOYRFRIEND!! :)

Would you ever date 7?
HELL YES once you go black you never go back :) hehee

Is 15 single?
Homegirl Shanna yes.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 00:42:34 GMT

Wow thats all I have to say right now......

Its fuckin pathetic that I cant even right shit down right now bcuz im scared of people finding out how I feel right now...

Fuck it

**

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 23:10:20 GMT

No No No No baby
No No No No Dont LIEEE!!!

Haha woow

cant go out tonight buz i have to do shannas hair..but its okay i dont feel like it anyways...lol

Tomorrow:

7am-GYM
shower.

Shopping

Boyfriend?

Well lets hope so...

Turn your lights down low boY!!!!!!

Ya right

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 18:33:51 GMT

So blank...

I miss HIM...

We're busy....

I feel empty...

Must be PMS...

I want ice cream...

I am addicted to running...

I miss Jess, Megan, and Melissa...

Im mad at myself...

When everything you get is Everything that you want

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 20:16:17 GMT

OKay well theres not to much to tell you besides the fact thatSlwoly field hockey is starting to take over my life as it always does for 3 months outs the year..But i dont mind it bcuz its so much fun:) and i play it with the people i love hehehe

Well today was the start of STB camp wich was okay not very challening if u ask me but i hope it gets harder...

I have camp and a game tomorrow...

Last night I got to see nick wich was awsome :) i wont be able to see him for the next like week because he has camp too...

Tonight is Anna and Alysa's party:) should be fun...

Well I must go now...<3

I Hate sand

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 17:10:18 GMT

Well Yesterday I got Back from Hampton with nick and his family...
I was there from sunday to wend...It was alot of fun...Then yesterday Melissa ALysa and Anna came up and we spent the day with them and I went home with them we kinda got lost on the way home then we finally got home at 7 and I showered and we went to ANnas and ate some food and then went to jons wich was gay bcuz people suck then we visited Sam wich was fun I love her..

We went back to Annas and didnt do anything so then we just went to sleep...

Woke up n went to the 50/50 wich was good..

I have a game today and then Im comen home n goin to sleep :) im soo tierd...

I miss Nick already lol but i wont be able to see him for a couple more days ...

Sam-I love you and no matter what I always have your back n wont turn on you...Stay strong girl...

Iv seen better days

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 17:51:44 GMT

Well last night sucked soo nad :( but im over it now...

Today I am camping with Meg and probly others...
Im so excited I miss her soo much

Tomorrow Im goin to Hamton to Visit mY wonderful B/f till tuesday and I think im goin back up on Wend. with MELISSA!

This is a crazy world...

((SAMMYFISTHEBESTTESTHOTTESTCUZININTHEWORLD...ICANTWAITTILLWEPARTYTOGETHER:)))

Oh yeah..

I DONT CARE!

Turn Your lights down low...

*Im BACKkkk*

*ima show you how to get your shine on*

*Try your best, try everything you can*

*Its waayyy to late for redemption*

*Honestly Tell me that its overr*

*My tears are turning into time ive wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye*

*No one else is there*

*...........

*Im A mess like My Room*

Uh ohhh

*Oh wat a night*

*Like YOU*

*Delicious*

*Gr